I should clarify that the issues that I am having have to do with outside of the house not the people I live with =)
Amazing what a day without facebook, unexpected texts and a little perspective will do for a persons soul. I might actually post some pictures and a positive post tomorrow lol.

Man

If I thought Sunday was bad I had no idea what I walked into yesterday. Woke up feeling alright and made the decision to indefinitely suspend my facebook account to give myself some space and perspective then a text from someone that hurt me deeply. Since this is a public forum I am not going to share the details besides the fact that it seems so easy for others to walk out of my life (dad, friends, etc.) so it leaves me wondering what my worth is. I know after a sleepless night last night that I have worth because I am a child of God but it doesn't make my heart hurt any less. Thanks Mom for "listening" yesterday =). Really and truly praying that my Tuesday is a much better and less crappy day. Hey at least its the last day of political ads and phone calls right?

Worn out

I can pretty much guarantee nobody reads my blog anymore so I am going to journal for myself today. I am worn out, stressed out, strung out, lonely, down, frustrated, over so very over this stress. I have no idea how to handle it, no one to turn to, feeling alone and like no one gives a damn. THE END

Needless to say with much stress, a sprained ankle and a possible torn something in his knee (hubby that is) my blogging and picture taking priority has gone by the wayside. So here are a few updates in pictures and I will try hahahahaha attempt to keep this blog updated from now on.

Waiting in the emergency room

Brock and the water "canon"

Gotta love that flower pen

Blueberry Meadows

Yes Brock found many "jackpots:"

Photographic proof that Ty actually picked this year, lol

Thursday

Rearranged the toy area today, and am very happy with the additional room for all the kiddos to play in. Don is out working on his latest project. We now have 1970 and 1973 Volkwagon Beetles that are in the midst of being rejuvenated, they need motor, and body work but we are so excited for the project, it's a whole family thing as hopefully the kids will be able to drive them someday.

Kiddos playing the the newly rearranged play area

Don working on one of the motors for our bugs

The 1970 Bug

The 1973

Picture failure

I went all day Wednesday not taking a single picture, I did however get the walls in the house washed which I am embarassed to admit I haven't done it several, several years. I woke up this morning to slightly spaghettish arms but so happy to see those gleaming, walls. Yep that's about the extent of excitement for our day. I know the crazy interesting life I live is so glamorous isn't it?

Tuesday Swim Day

We went to the river because the indoor pool didn't have open swim. I posted a video Mom so you could see Ty swimming, so much different from when you were here for Cale's birthday, huh?